diff --git a/channel/chat_channel.py b/channel/chat_channel.py
index f178130..fcf922f 100644
--- a/channel/chat_channel.py
+++ b/channel/chat_channel.py
@@ -48,7 +48,7 @@ class ChatChannel(Channel):
         if first_in: # context首次传入时，receiver是None，根据类型设置receiver
             config = conf()
             cmsg = context['msg']
-            if cmsg.from_user_id == self.user_id and not config.get('trigger_by_self', False):
+            if cmsg.from_user_id == self.user_id and not config.get('trigger_by_self', True):
                 logger.debug("[WX]self message skipped")
                 return None
             if context["isgroup"]:
diff --git a/plugins/banwords/banwords.py b/plugins/banwords/banwords.py
index ede2779..e2719d6 100644
--- a/plugins/banwords/banwords.py
+++ b/plugins/banwords/banwords.py
@@ -38,7 +38,8 @@ class Banwords(Plugin):
             self.handlers[Event.ON_HANDLE_CONTEXT] = self.on_handle_context
             logger.info("[Banwords] inited")
         except Exception as e:
-            logger.warn("Banwords init failed: %s, ignore or see https://github.com/zhayujie/chatgpt-on-wechat/tree/master/plugins/banwords ." % e)
+            logger.warn("[Banwords] init failed, ignore or see https://github.com/zhayujie/chatgpt-on-wechat/tree/master/plugins/banwords .")
+            raise e
         
 
 
diff --git a/plugins/bdunit/bdunit.py b/plugins/bdunit/bdunit.py
index d7b808c..59302a5 100644
--- a/plugins/bdunit/bdunit.py
+++ b/plugins/bdunit/bdunit.py
@@ -36,8 +36,8 @@ class BDunit(Plugin):
             self.handlers[Event.ON_HANDLE_CONTEXT] = self.on_handle_context
             logger.info("[BDunit] inited")
         except Exception as e:
-            logger.warn(
-                "BDunit init failed: %s, ignore " % e)
+            logger.warn("[BDunit] init failed, ignore ")
+            raise e
 
     def on_handle_context(self, e_context: EventContext):
 
diff --git a/plugins/plugin_manager.py b/plugins/plugin_manager.py
index c7d7ddf..c6a6631 100644
--- a/plugins/plugin_manager.py
+++ b/plugins/plugin_manager.py
@@ -95,7 +95,12 @@ class PluginManager:
         for name, plugincls in self.plugins.items():
             if plugincls.enabled:
                 if name not in self.instances:
-                    instance = plugincls()
+                    try:
+                        instance = plugincls()
+                    except Exception as e:
+                        logger.warn("Failed to create init %s, diabled. %s" % (name, e))
+                        self.disable_plugin(name)
+                        continue
                     self.instances[name] = instance
                     for event in instance.handlers:
                         if event not in self.listening_plugins:
diff --git a/plugins/role/role.py b/plugins/role/role.py
index 65a143f..4271266 100644
--- a/plugins/role/role.py
+++ b/plugins/role/role.py
@@ -45,10 +45,12 @@ class Role(Plugin):
             self.handlers[Event.ON_HANDLE_CONTEXT] = self.on_handle_context
             self.roleplays = {}
             logger.info("[Role] inited")
-        except FileNotFoundError:
-            logger.warn(f"[Role] init failed, {config_path} not found, ignore or see https://github.com/zhayujie/chatgpt-on-wechat/tree/master/plugins/role .")
         except Exception as e:
-            logger.warn("[Role] init failed, exception: %s, ignore or see https://github.com/zhayujie/chatgpt-on-wechat/tree/master/plugins/role ." % e)
+            if isinstance(e, FileNotFoundError):
+                logger.warn(f"[Role] init failed, {config_path} not found, ignore or see https://github.com/zhayujie/chatgpt-on-wechat/tree/master/plugins/role .")
+            else:
+                logger.warn("[Role] init failed, ignore or see https://github.com/zhayujie/chatgpt-on-wechat/tree/master/plugins/role .")
+            raise e
 
     def get_role(self, name, find_closest=True):
         name = name.lower()
diff --git a/plugins/sdwebui/sdwebui.py b/plugins/sdwebui/sdwebui.py
index bbf99af..227f08e 100644
--- a/plugins/sdwebui/sdwebui.py
+++ b/plugins/sdwebui/sdwebui.py
@@ -29,10 +29,12 @@ class SDWebUI(Plugin):
                 self.api = webuiapi.WebUIApi(**self.start_args)
             self.handlers[Event.ON_HANDLE_CONTEXT] = self.on_handle_context
             logger.info("[SD] inited")
-        except FileNotFoundError:
-            logger.warn(f"[SD] init failed, {config_path} not found, ignore or see https://github.com/zhayujie/chatgpt-on-wechat/tree/master/plugins/sdwebui .")
         except Exception as e:
-            logger.warn("[SD] init failed, exception: %s, ignore or see https://github.com/zhayujie/chatgpt-on-wechat/tree/master/plugins/sdwebui ." % e)
+            if isinstance(e, FileNotFoundError):
+                logger.warn(f"[SD] init failed, {config_path} not found, ignore or see https://github.com/zhayujie/chatgpt-on-wechat/tree/master/plugins/sdwebui .")
+            else:
+                logger.warn("[SD] init failed, ignore or see https://github.com/zhayujie/chatgpt-on-wechat/tree/master/plugins/sdwebui .")
+            raise e
     
     def on_handle_context(self, e_context: EventContext):